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Monday, February 27, 2006

My Story.

Every's man's story is a fairy tale written by God's fingers. ~ Hans Christian Andersen (1805-1875)

Yupz yupz, its been quite I've ever blogged anything deep, writting about my life's ever-going story.

But I'm not going to drown anybody. There'll still be open secrets. Mysteries which only people who really play in part of my daily life will know.

Yet, the story will be written.

Well, what have I been doing recently?

Well, been bloody busy with work. Accompany people to work. One of associates is doing some results for me. But yet I'm not doing results for myself.

Argh. Gotta work harder. Feel like shit. Must improve better!

By the way, I'm having a backache after carrying so many furnitures today at another to do labourous work.

Shit.

"Oh... My aching back!"

Hmm... I did a boo-boo today. My friend Zuo Qi sent me a "Thankgiving Day" SMS and so I just pass and spread around my friends without thinking whether today was "Thanksgiving"...

...till June asked me that question, then I realised Thanksgiving was suppose to be near-end of the year.

What the fuck.

What a foolish mistake. LOL.

Think the "Thanksgiving" was of another organisation and I apologised this weird message to those that I sent.

Just treat it as a joke.

: )

F r e e
by Corrinne May

I see the morning glory
It winds upon the tree
It tells the untold story of how things were meant to be
You saw the universe
Caught up in desperate dreams
You came and changed the ending
Changed it to save my fate
You led the revolution
You left your legacy
Embraced the struggle
in the face of mortality
I know I'm not alone in this
Help me believe

I can be free
I can be free from this place
Beautiful healer
Beautiful grace
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming
No more deceiving
Break these chains

It's still the same old story
This great divide
Between the want and waste
And all the hunger inside
I heard the news today
Now I'm trying to find my place
I'm just a single voice
What can I do to erase

All this misunderstanding
All this anarchy
Six degrees of separation
Sometimes it's so hard to see
That we are not alone in this
I need to believe

I can be free
I can be free from this place
Beautiful healer
Beautiful grace
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming
No more deceiving
Break these chains

Sunday, February 19, 2006

You're Beautiful
by James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Celebration!

Nice is the word for my belated birthday BBQ yesterday. Though alot of people didn't managed to come due to unforseen circumstances.

At least most of my close friends I had in mind were there.

I would like to take my two cousins, Vel and Vei for helping me out with this somewhat pathetic BBQ.

Not to mention June, Ester, Hong Yun, Chee Wee, Junlong, Jin Jian, Syazali for their birthday gifts, but the best of all their presence, which are my greatest presents that day!

THANK YOU ALL!

Had fun playing with fire and torches!

Not to mention, I was still wondering why I was so oblivious when a cake is about to smashed onto my face right in front of me.

Its good to have all the stars, moon, sea and breeze with me too, doesn't it?

(^_^)

Thursday, February 16, 2006

(^_^) Birthday!

Yes! Its finally my birthday but I'm not celebrating today, but tomorrow...

Well, cinemas only accept you age one day after so birthday so... Blah... What nonsense. Haha.

Anyway, I took leave or off today and tomorrow.

And my planned celebration is on tomorrow, a BBQ event. Though I'm a wee-bit disappointed that not all my friends I've invited are coming, but well...

I've grown up. Time to wise up. Not everyone is free to match me!

Nothing is absolutely perfect. So enjoy the imperfections of life!

Hope it'll be a great 22 this year, once in a lifetime. Cos' 2 is my favourite number!

Beautiful Sound Found!

I woke up preety early this morning to use my computer and after doing all my personal net administration, I took time to listen to some music, especially those my sister downloaded but I never bother to listen.

But I think I should have, I found some music I never heard before and they are all very nice.

The best one I found is this one. Think the singer's a Brit or Irish?

But who cares? His song's a beauty!

If You're Not The One
by Daniel Bedingfield

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Monday, February 13, 2006

Drinking Manic FUN!

Last Saturday night, I had one of the most fun nights at clubbing in Ministry of Sound ever!

There was my BMT bunch, known as ABCDE, Alex, Brandon (aka Weiwei), Chee Keong, Darren and Eddie! Not to miss out my clubbing buddy, June! As well as Chee Keong's friend, which I never asked her name or maybe I forgot.

June and I were the damn drinkers! Absolutely drinking more than any others I think!

We all played finger guessing games and had great fun! Cos' we're all trying to make each other drink!

June and I were teaming up to make other drunk! We had pretty good teamwork.

I hold my liquor damn well now, which is proudly trained by June over the past clubbing outings. Keke.

Must thank her for that.

I also enjoy being with her bah. She definitely rocks clubbing that night!

(^-^)

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Something to ponder...

"When its comes to relationships, nobody can say anything for you. It's like wearing a pair of shoes. Only you know whether they fit or they bite at the heel." ~ Stefanie Sun

I came across this quote from a magazine.

I think it is beautiful.

It applies to every single relationship you have to every single person you know in this world.

We sometimes just gotta try wear different shoes to see whether they suit us. That's why sometimes there's pain.

We're all trying to find our very own glass slippers... The happiness of our lives.

: )

Home Sweet Home.

Finally back to home, my home sweet home. ..

I was suppose to be coming back late for another day but I finally decided its enough staying in the camp.

The after work activities in camp has started to bore me. Its all play, play, play, play and play with my campmates.

Time to have some time alone at home.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Surviving Boredom... In Camp!

Just how does one (I am the one) survive in camp when is deems his National Service job a total mundane and bring thing for him?

Its pretty hard. Especially when you're so use to not staying in camp.

Frankly speaking, even though I have camp mate friends by my side whom I can have fun with but I'm kinda sick of their faces actually. It just reminds me of my NS work.

I had survived 2 days. Pray for me, and hope I'll survive another day after another, till Friday.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Great Day!

Had a really wonderful Saturday yesterday.

Even though I had to do mundane work as a safety personnel covering for my unit's Family Day's indoor air rifle shooting range... Which in my point of view, is totally redundant.

Although I had to do work, after that, we did have lunch with all the unit's personnel. We went with the "lao yu sheng" on the day of "Ren Ri" (The birth of all humans) on the 7th day of the first lunar month of Chinese New Year.

We not only celebrated the unit's anniversary, but also celebrated the birthdays of those born in February like me.

Did had some fun after all :)

Anyway, after that, I went to Ros' house for mahjong, with her dog Boy-boy on the lose in the house (but mouth muzzled cos' he make a lot of noise).

We celebrated Huiyan's belated birthday and also celebrated my birthday early for me!

We had plenty of fun blowing the cake, cutting cake as well as looking for our birthday cards hidden around the house.

It was great and fun.

After, we all had dinner, and we "lao yu sheng" (again!).

After that, I went all the way to Changi, to my BMT matey, Weiwei's birthday chalet.

And I had my third slice of birthday cake for the day!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Fearless.

Its been so long that I've ever watch a good movie that kept my interest.

Got to watch movie with my dear cousin Vel who kinda neglect his boyfriend for me...

Oh... I feel so honoured...

But actually that's just she isn't it? ; )

Oh else, I'll be spending another damn day at home doing nothing except complaining that last Monday I was dying of boredom at my grandma's home in Malaysia...

Haha.

Anyway, the movie taught me one thing, be fearless and do what is right to do.

I'll be following my heart anyway : )

Waves of Changes.

Hello. Let me introduced to a new me.

: )

If anyone really did ever did see me or even met me, some will realised I've changed.

If you didn't noticed, I think you're missing something.

But the change is pretty neutral from my own point of view. Some people may think I've gone to the dark side or something, while some may think this is a neutral transition stage for me.

So is the change good for me?

I hope it is. I will still make it my bohemian way though.

I'm going through turbulences of changes and effects.

In fact, sometimes, I'm struggling. But once I got over it, I'm always okay.

Who started these changes?

Alot of people.

Especially from my new friends, namely Zuo Qi, my business associate..

...and a girl named June, whom I sometimes think she's as lost in her life as me sometimes :p

But sometimes we all just don't wanna admit that we make mistakes with each other and ourselves...

So frustrating isn't it?