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Monday, April 28, 2008

The Missing Days




Aloha! Where have I gone these days?

Well. Not something good or bad to tell that's why I was missing out blogging. Just simply no mood to blog.

The good things I can tell you all are that I'm still alive and well. With Wendy beside me, I felt better without a job; better than the last time when I was unemployed, which I was pretty depressed.

But this time, someone is encouraging me on =)

Though I have less pressure, being poor and umemployed still is not a good feeling.

My latest job hasn't been good, and it somehow change my point of view how I look into what I want and what I really need. As many know, deisgn and creative field has been part of my working life. Now, I think creative industry just suck.

Ultimately, everything is commercialised and no one takes passion first priority.

And so I decide to give it up and go into a job in other sectors other than the creative industry. As creative industries mainly consists of genreally F-up paying SMEs that requires your "design" work to be "good" in their sense and expect your dedication on non-office time, without any OT pay.

My first priority is to get a job that is well-paid, enough for me to upkeep my family.

Recently, my dad fell off his motorbike trying to avoid collision from a cycling ah-neh. That accident wasn't too serious but he fractured his leg. I felt sad, of course, as he is my father.

Its really time for me to wake up what I really need to do, for my family.

And one hope for my current blog.

I hope I don't have to whine anything about my (new) job ever again. I should be glad I get a job.