Tuesday, July 31, 2007
I Got Bullshit Again.
I'm not whining, I'm not complaining and I'm certainly not bullshitting.
Got bullshitted from my boss again. Not that he scold me. He nagged for the wrong reasons.
How to do things perfect when he passed me most of the stuff one month later, and hence time constraining my ass off?
I keep hearing the same things I know, about why we do things perfect. Of course I know! Its my ricebowl! I don't do well, I certainly get it from you. What about reconsidering your own actions and planning in the first place? Ask yourself why am I slacking in the month of June.
Just don't give me the same old shit for the next bi-monthly issue. Or I am the one re-considering my own employment!
I didn't talk back to him all these of course. I was too tired and I just want to complete my tasks for the day. Or else, I am not afraid to speak the truth.
I'm not whining, I'm not complaining and I'm certainly not bullshitting.
Got bullshitted from my boss again. Not that he scold me. He nagged for the wrong reasons.
How to do things perfect when he passed me most of the stuff one month later, and hence time constraining my ass off?
I keep hearing the same things I know, about why we do things perfect. Of course I know! Its my ricebowl! I don't do well, I certainly get it from you. What about reconsidering your own actions and planning in the first place? Ask yourself why am I slacking in the month of June.
Just don't give me the same old shit for the next bi-monthly issue. Or I am the one re-considering my own employment!
I didn't talk back to him all these of course. I was too tired and I just want to complete my tasks for the day. Or else, I am not afraid to speak the truth.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Relunctant To Go Work..
Its Monday again.. Felt nothing much is accomplished this weekend.
I really need my holiday. Now I even doubt my Batam trip is enough for me.
I just want to go some far, far place alone (if you say heaven, I say you go and die!).. Get away from the love (of the things I usually do, like clubbing), the work, the kinship, the friendships..
See? At this hour I still dun wanna get outta my house. Planning to take cab some more. This is how relunctant I am.
Its Monday again.. Felt nothing much is accomplished this weekend.
I really need my holiday. Now I even doubt my Batam trip is enough for me.
I just want to go some far, far place alone (if you say heaven, I say you go and die!).. Get away from the love (of the things I usually do, like clubbing), the work, the kinship, the friendships..
See? At this hour I still dun wanna get outta my house. Planning to take cab some more. This is how relunctant I am.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
My Xiaomei is Drunk DEAD!!!
No one force her to to drink but she is so dead drunk.
Hug to someone I know like a koala bear. Wahahaha..
The lesson learnt: Never drink too much. Never drink graveyard, long island and then tequila shots. You may not feel high but you will get the drunk effects later.
~~~~~
Yep. I went clubbing yesterday. Together with Vel (she's the one who though of wanting to club), Alex, Kee siong and Janet with her colleagues.
I did had fun but I feel this kind of drink-and-merry happiness is so virtual and does not last long..
I want "real" happiness. To do something else that's more memorable.
What is it? When is it coming? I'm not sure. I'm waiting my ass off.
No one force her to to drink but she is so dead drunk.
Hug to someone I know like a koala bear. Wahahaha..
The lesson learnt: Never drink too much. Never drink graveyard, long island and then tequila shots. You may not feel high but you will get the drunk effects later.
~~~~~
Yep. I went clubbing yesterday. Together with Vel (she's the one who though of wanting to club), Alex, Kee siong and Janet with her colleagues.
I did had fun but I feel this kind of drink-and-merry happiness is so virtual and does not last long..
I want "real" happiness. To do something else that's more memorable.
What is it? When is it coming? I'm not sure. I'm waiting my ass off.
Friday, July 27, 2007
Almost There..
This past weeks have been really crazy. The piling of the work almost drove me nuts.
But although the magazine is almost completed, the plans to make an annual mag special sickens me. Yep, a new project out of the norm. But I am still sick of work and I needed a break for my brain. Not that my brain is tired from creativity. Its tired fighting for a little bit of democracy that is left of the creative process.
Most of the absolute "creative powers" lay in the hands of the King and Queen (my bosses) and yeh, they put the Group Creative titles on their heads now.
You see, when the designer feels its better and it makes common sense, you ought to trust the professional in terms of his professionalism and his experience he gained so far. And I really wonder why keep change the "constitution" of our magazine design. It feels so Thailand you know.
I'm not trying to play politics here, I'm just using it as a metaphor.
Simply to say, if you don't trust your designer's work 80% of the time, then why bother to hire him?
I feel lack of job satifaction and I felt my purpose is just working out the technical issues for them. What's the point then?
~~~~~
I really miss chatting with Peng You. Guess she's busy too as her colleagues are either on holiday or overseas work as far as I remembered.
June's going to get real busy too. Vel might be losing her rice bowl maybe due to government policy? Gen's sick of her work too and like me, waiting for a mini trip to Batam.
And its still 2 weeks to then! OMG.
This past weeks have been really crazy. The piling of the work almost drove me nuts.
But although the magazine is almost completed, the plans to make an annual mag special sickens me. Yep, a new project out of the norm. But I am still sick of work and I needed a break for my brain. Not that my brain is tired from creativity. Its tired fighting for a little bit of democracy that is left of the creative process.
Most of the absolute "creative powers" lay in the hands of the King and Queen (my bosses) and yeh, they put the Group Creative titles on their heads now.
You see, when the designer feels its better and it makes common sense, you ought to trust the professional in terms of his professionalism and his experience he gained so far. And I really wonder why keep change the "constitution" of our magazine design. It feels so Thailand you know.
I'm not trying to play politics here, I'm just using it as a metaphor.
Simply to say, if you don't trust your designer's work 80% of the time, then why bother to hire him?
I feel lack of job satifaction and I felt my purpose is just working out the technical issues for them. What's the point then?
~~~~~
I really miss chatting with Peng You. Guess she's busy too as her colleagues are either on holiday or overseas work as far as I remembered.
June's going to get real busy too. Vel might be losing her rice bowl maybe due to government policy? Gen's sick of her work too and like me, waiting for a mini trip to Batam.
And its still 2 weeks to then! OMG.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Nothing To Say...
...except that I hope you bloody 4 tyres burst again and you drag your car into the repair shop! @#$%^&*!
Short Weekend
...except that I hope you bloody 4 tyres burst again and you drag your car into the repair shop! @#$%^&*!
Short Weekend
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Haiz...
Recently I've been so busy at work, its been lacking a lot of fun.
As you all know, working for me lack a bit of working social life. So when I work, its really all about work.
The bosses don't really entertain me. The sight of them just makes me sian most of the time (but I don't show it on my face of course). Life has been lacking fun seriously. Since Monday of this week, I've been working till 8pm. By the time I reached home its 9pm. Finish my dinner and shower it'll be 10pm. Then I'll be consoling and cheering Vel up. And before I know it, its 12am. And I wouldn't sleep till 2am or even 3am.
I feel that this time, I'm really burnt out. It might seem really fast that I burnt out in just these three siong days. But its not easy when nobody is entertaining you and encouraging you at work (even better I can't really use internet at work to eat snake abit nowadays as I'm working in my boss' office).
And your bosses doesn't seem to be helping to speed up or improve on the work progress.
There is nothing but changes and re-doing, changed and re-doing of things. It just sickens me. I was thinking, "Why the hell can't they do all this in the month of June when I'm hell of f**king free?". And they have to change articles on the last second week of production period.
What the hell?
And I'm so tired trying to "entertain" myself playing games till 2am or 3am. Peng You also not around (Haha, recently been complain about her a lot hor? Hah..) Lucky got Mun Mun still can chat a bit of cock online. Ah June also busy (this one I also complain. Haha..).
Seriously, I have no mood or should I say passion to entertain people. Uncle Agony is down..
Think I'll be going for my windsurfing course the first weekend of August and after that weekend, go for another weekend of sporting fun, a whole day cable ski at Batam with Shah and friends, hopefully bringing along with me three pretty gals also =)
But I seriously need a holiday.. =(
Recently I've been so busy at work, its been lacking a lot of fun.
As you all know, working for me lack a bit of working social life. So when I work, its really all about work.
The bosses don't really entertain me. The sight of them just makes me sian most of the time (but I don't show it on my face of course). Life has been lacking fun seriously. Since Monday of this week, I've been working till 8pm. By the time I reached home its 9pm. Finish my dinner and shower it'll be 10pm. Then I'll be consoling and cheering Vel up. And before I know it, its 12am. And I wouldn't sleep till 2am or even 3am.
I feel that this time, I'm really burnt out. It might seem really fast that I burnt out in just these three siong days. But its not easy when nobody is entertaining you and encouraging you at work (even better I can't really use internet at work to eat snake abit nowadays as I'm working in my boss' office).
And your bosses doesn't seem to be helping to speed up or improve on the work progress.
There is nothing but changes and re-doing, changed and re-doing of things. It just sickens me. I was thinking, "Why the hell can't they do all this in the month of June when I'm hell of f**king free?". And they have to change articles on the last second week of production period.
What the hell?
And I'm so tired trying to "entertain" myself playing games till 2am or 3am. Peng You also not around (Haha, recently been complain about her a lot hor? Hah..) Lucky got Mun Mun still can chat a bit of cock online. Ah June also busy (this one I also complain. Haha..).
Seriously, I have no mood or should I say passion to entertain people. Uncle Agony is down..
Think I'll be going for my windsurfing course the first weekend of August and after that weekend, go for another weekend of sporting fun, a whole day cable ski at Batam with Shah and friends, hopefully bringing along with me three pretty gals also =)
But I seriously need a holiday.. =(
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
I Need To..
..dump my thoughts somewhere or to someone cos' I couldn't do it here!
Peng You help! Uncle Agony is being flooded by someone!
..dump my thoughts somewhere or to someone cos' I couldn't do it here!
Peng You help! Uncle Agony is being flooded by someone!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Celebration of F4 Birthdays
Just came back from the F4 (Faggots 4) birthdays celebration (Hah.. Just kiddin' for the faggot thing cos' they really look gay when they act like one!).
It was enjoyable for all their friends and family as all those who were around Chee Wee, Hong Yun, Alvin and Bryan were amused by their clowning around.
I didn't know they were celebrating together. So I only bought a gift for Chee Wee only. Hah.. But of course, the rest of the guys wouldn't mind as everyone are happy for them.
They was funning chatting up and playing some card game. We did some gambling and I won a bit from banker Justin (Thanks!) as my luck was pretty good.
Everyone enjoyed themselves, and so do I.
Once again, Happy Birthday boys!
~~~~~
After coming back home, I suddenly feel down. Not only becos' my weekend is ending, and also becos' suddenly I felt that I am a bit sick of work..
Seriously, work doesn't seem to be interesting as its becoming a norm to do the similar things everyday.
What's more, FRIEND's not around to entertain me during the night also. June also busy. Vel is down.. and pretty much more complicated in her relationship after the last blog post I added..
My head feels so big..
Haiz.. Perhaps its really time for me to get away from work and everything here. Time for a holiday?
Just came back from the F4 (Faggots 4) birthdays celebration (Hah.. Just kiddin' for the faggot thing cos' they really look gay when they act like one!).
It was enjoyable for all their friends and family as all those who were around Chee Wee, Hong Yun, Alvin and Bryan were amused by their clowning around.
I didn't know they were celebrating together. So I only bought a gift for Chee Wee only. Hah.. But of course, the rest of the guys wouldn't mind as everyone are happy for them.
They was funning chatting up and playing some card game. We did some gambling and I won a bit from banker Justin (Thanks!) as my luck was pretty good.
Everyone enjoyed themselves, and so do I.
Once again, Happy Birthday boys!
~~~~~
After coming back home, I suddenly feel down. Not only becos' my weekend is ending, and also becos' suddenly I felt that I am a bit sick of work..
Seriously, work doesn't seem to be interesting as its becoming a norm to do the similar things everyday.
What's more, FRIEND's not around to entertain me during the night also. June also busy. Vel is down.. and pretty much more complicated in her relationship after the last blog post I added..
My head feels so big..
Haiz.. Perhaps its really time for me to get away from work and everything here. Time for a holiday?
Stagnant Weekend
This weekend is going to be stagnant. I expected this weekend not to be mine but me, myself cheering people up, entertaining people.
I feel like doing my own time but the timing and situations doesn't really allow me too.
Poor Vel is sad today. She's broke up in her relationship. I had to head down to Gen's house to accompany her but I really don't know how to comfort her also. It seems that Gen and I somehow wasn't really surprised when this happened. We weren't really angry with that idiot who broken up with Vel. Perhaps we know in relationships, anything can happen.
Vel didn't really cry. She didn't really shown much emotions. And that's really hard for me and Gen to figure out want to do.
Gen left us for her appointment while I took Vel for a walk in town. But it was quite a short one for the duration in town. We took long bus trips to and from the place actually.
I don't know where to bring her. I can't possibly ask her to go drown her sorrows. I want her to walk till she's tired and don't think so much. I been in this kind of situation before. The best thing to make oneself better is either to feel tired and go to sleep or simply jusy cry your eyeballs out.
To end this properly, I think that idiot have to talk face-to-face with Vel so that everything is clear up properly. Now, that idiot's like a wimp. And I hope he's not a bastard.
I wish my dear cousin to be happy again.
~~~~~
Well, I don't feel tired right now. But I am going to stay up for the night. Feel a bit lonely without FRIEND talking to me. Mun Mun's not online MSN either to chat. Lucky there's still Vicky. But I'm listening to her stories rather than she listen to mine.
Sibeh sian. Stayed at home all day. I hope I can go out and do something meaningful.
At least tomorrow evening I'll be going to Chee Wee's birthday party = )
This weekend is going to be stagnant. I expected this weekend not to be mine but me, myself cheering people up, entertaining people.
I feel like doing my own time but the timing and situations doesn't really allow me too.
Poor Vel is sad today. She's broke up in her relationship. I had to head down to Gen's house to accompany her but I really don't know how to comfort her also. It seems that Gen and I somehow wasn't really surprised when this happened. We weren't really angry with that idiot who broken up with Vel. Perhaps we know in relationships, anything can happen.
Vel didn't really cry. She didn't really shown much emotions. And that's really hard for me and Gen to figure out want to do.
Gen left us for her appointment while I took Vel for a walk in town. But it was quite a short one for the duration in town. We took long bus trips to and from the place actually.
I don't know where to bring her. I can't possibly ask her to go drown her sorrows. I want her to walk till she's tired and don't think so much. I been in this kind of situation before. The best thing to make oneself better is either to feel tired and go to sleep or simply jusy cry your eyeballs out.
To end this properly, I think that idiot have to talk face-to-face with Vel so that everything is clear up properly. Now, that idiot's like a wimp. And I hope he's not a bastard.
I wish my dear cousin to be happy again.
~~~~~
Well, I don't feel tired right now. But I am going to stay up for the night. Feel a bit lonely without FRIEND talking to me. Mun Mun's not online MSN either to chat. Lucky there's still Vicky. But I'm listening to her stories rather than she listen to mine.
Sibeh sian. Stayed at home all day. I hope I can go out and do something meaningful.
At least tomorrow evening I'll be going to Chee Wee's birthday party = )
Friday, July 13, 2007
Tension Over Nothing?
If you people have guess, I was having my PMT on Wednesday. Having tension and worries over nothing serious biologically.
I was better yesterday. The effects of PMT were gone when I manage to clear most of my job tasks yesterday. But still I'm a bit sian. Cos' now I am wondering where my FRIEND go. Now she seem to disappear into thin air!
I miss her chatting with her =(
Hope she recovers from her PMS like I recover from my PMT.
Surprisingly, when someone else is down I tend to recover myself faster as I try to cheer them up. Hope my new friend Vicky would stop drinking so much and stop being so down also.
Can't we all just be happy?
(By the way, thanks to June for trying to chat with me. But sadness normally needs alone so I guess it applies to my FRIEND also, whom I dunno if she's sad or busy. Feel so weird when my talk cock buddy don't talk to me.)
If you people have guess, I was having my PMT on Wednesday. Having tension and worries over nothing serious biologically.
I was better yesterday. The effects of PMT were gone when I manage to clear most of my job tasks yesterday. But still I'm a bit sian. Cos' now I am wondering where my FRIEND go. Now she seem to disappear into thin air!
I miss her chatting with her =(
Hope she recovers from her PMS like I recover from my PMT.
Surprisingly, when someone else is down I tend to recover myself faster as I try to cheer them up. Hope my new friend Vicky would stop drinking so much and stop being so down also.
Can't we all just be happy?
(By the way, thanks to June for trying to chat with me. But sadness normally needs alone so I guess it applies to my FRIEND also, whom I dunno if she's sad or busy. Feel so weird when my talk cock buddy don't talk to me.)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Waiting for Something to Happen
Recently my mind is going haywire. Most probably its stress.
Work that doesn't seem to finish.
I do it, they just kept on coming back. My boss says its done, but I know somehow it'll come back and in the end I'll take at least 20 minutes to an hour to clear a job, which sometimes I think, 20 minutes is too much for an itsy-bitsy job.
I am waiting for something better to happen to me. Not that I don't want to make things happen. Its just that I am hell too busy recently to do my job than making others things to happen. I guess other people are also hell too busy to entertainment me.
Think I'll just have to tahan a while for happier things to happen itself. Like tio lottery, pick up $50 from the ground, find some gold treasure but best of all, someone to make my life more interesting (a NEARBY colleague! But definitely not my boss whom I am sharing his room with.. Heh..)
Haiz.. 24 hours is not enough..
Recently my mind is going haywire. Most probably its stress.
Work that doesn't seem to finish.
I do it, they just kept on coming back. My boss says its done, but I know somehow it'll come back and in the end I'll take at least 20 minutes to an hour to clear a job, which sometimes I think, 20 minutes is too much for an itsy-bitsy job.
I am waiting for something better to happen to me. Not that I don't want to make things happen. Its just that I am hell too busy recently to do my job than making others things to happen. I guess other people are also hell too busy to entertainment me.
Think I'll just have to tahan a while for happier things to happen itself. Like tio lottery, pick up $50 from the ground, find some gold treasure but best of all, someone to make my life more interesting (a NEARBY colleague! But definitely not my boss whom I am sharing his room with.. Heh..)
Haiz.. 24 hours is not enough..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
A Secret I Cannot Say
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
ARGH!
Damn it. As predicted my work has piled up.
Yesterday a wave of jobs came crashing onto me. I was pretty steady, but I really got frustrated at some point but I didn't show it.
Not only work is bugging me, so is the noise and dust that is happening due to an ongoing renovation in my office.
Crap loh. I'm the only working in the amidst with full exposure of the renovation. Can't they plan to move me somewhere for the time being so I don't work under such crap conditions?
Anyway, today is another wave. I dunno if I can keep my sanity.
Damn it. As predicted my work has piled up.
Yesterday a wave of jobs came crashing onto me. I was pretty steady, but I really got frustrated at some point but I didn't show it.
Not only work is bugging me, so is the noise and dust that is happening due to an ongoing renovation in my office.
Crap loh. I'm the only working in the amidst with full exposure of the renovation. Can't they plan to move me somewhere for the time being so I don't work under such crap conditions?
Anyway, today is another wave. I dunno if I can keep my sanity.
Monday, July 09, 2007
Beach Boys (+ A Beach Gal)!
My Sunday rocks. That's all I gotta say. I had a nice tan and fun at the beach with the west-sider boys, namely Chee Wee, Bryan, Alvin, Hong Yun, and not to forget Hong Yun's girlfriend Kelly.
We all had fun sun-tanning, swimming, playing frisbee and beach volleyball.
Hope we go together again!
~~~~~
After the beach trip, we headed down to Bugis for a steamboat buffet in a shop at Liang Seah Street.
Joining us were Huiyan, Shiling and Junlong.
We all had a wonderful and a very full meal, and also had fun playing "qian bian wen ta ti" (lame quizes). Alvin got stuck at a quiz when the rest of us got the answer. Lol.
I almost ate till I puke if I ate another one more mouth I think..
*Burp* Felt a bit er xin after the meal but glad nothing bad happened and all of us went home safe and sound =)
My Sunday rocks. That's all I gotta say. I had a nice tan and fun at the beach with the west-sider boys, namely Chee Wee, Bryan, Alvin, Hong Yun, and not to forget Hong Yun's girlfriend Kelly.
We all had fun sun-tanning, swimming, playing frisbee and beach volleyball.
Hope we go together again!
My sandy beach!; Making my sandy footprints!
Three hunks!; Three hunks, a babe and a clown!
All the beach-goers!; Me!
~~~~~
After the beach trip, we headed down to Bugis for a steamboat buffet in a shop at Liang Seah Street.
Joining us were Huiyan, Shiling and Junlong.
We all had a wonderful and a very full meal, and also had fun playing "qian bian wen ta ti" (lame quizes). Alvin got stuck at a quiz when the rest of us got the answer. Lol.
I almost ate till I puke if I ate another one more mouth I think..
*Burp* Felt a bit er xin after the meal but glad nothing bad happened and all of us went home safe and sound =)
Sunday, July 08, 2007
I am a Carebear?
I went out with Zane today. Had a tiring day out but I really had fun. She just came back from Australia and bought me a plushie and she said it was going to be a bear. I thought it was going to be a traditional teddy bear.
But it was a carebear instead. She gave me this carebear because she said I'm like one and she found this one looking like me.
Though I always put myself as a bear, but not as a carebear. Still, its very sweet of Zane to label me as one. I think its a very high-compliment, cos' carebears cares purely for the good of good. I still have some evil side of me undisclose.. Muahahaha..
Thanks FRIEND =)
But too bad she got the wrong gender of the carebear.. and I'm not female.. The carebear's a Superstar Carebear. A female carebear loving fashion and loves superstar attention.
More like buddy Zane herself is the Superstar Carebear leh judging by the carebear's profile. Hah..
~~~~~
And so Zane and I went to catch a movie together. The movie was the animation film, Surfs Up.
Initially I thought it was going to be like those not-so-spectacular animation films. But it turn out to be good. The story is nice and so is the way of its story telling. The characters were great too. The Chicken Joe, Zee and the Kids wre my favs.
Technical-wise, I especially love the water animation, textures with the lighting effects. The water reactor and sand reactor rocks like the real thing as well.
The movie is definitely worth a watch for laughter and joy.
~~~~~
After the movie we went for our lunch, and then straight a way, a short yet decent chill-out at a nearby cafe, followed by shopping for stuff at Sim Lim Square.
And later shopping at Bugis Village once again. Before we started shopping, Zane had fun doing her rare session of manicure for fun.
After that, it was "hell break lose", shopping all around the places here and there. I also got a couple of T-shirts that finally fits me nicely.
Eventually, I was pretty tired as my lower back is kinda aching somewhat from a bad sleeping posture the night before perhaps. We ended our shopping trip with a small dinner at the Bugis Cafe, where I coincidentally bumped into Jiexin having her meal at another table.
What a day. And I really enjoy my day. Very happy =)
I went out with Zane today. Had a tiring day out but I really had fun. She just came back from Australia and bought me a plushie and she said it was going to be a bear. I thought it was going to be a traditional teddy bear.
But it was a carebear instead. She gave me this carebear because she said I'm like one and she found this one looking like me.
Though I always put myself as a bear, but not as a carebear. Still, its very sweet of Zane to label me as one. I think its a very high-compliment, cos' carebears cares purely for the good of good. I still have some evil side of me undisclose.. Muahahaha..
Thanks FRIEND =)
Carebear with flower hoodie!; Got a cute speck of fur on top of her head somemore!
But too bad she got the wrong gender of the carebear.. and I'm not female.. The carebear's a Superstar Carebear. A female carebear loving fashion and loves superstar attention.
More like buddy Zane herself is the Superstar Carebear leh judging by the carebear's profile. Hah..
~~~~~
And so Zane and I went to catch a movie together. The movie was the animation film, Surfs Up.
Initially I thought it was going to be like those not-so-spectacular animation films. But it turn out to be good. The story is nice and so is the way of its story telling. The characters were great too. The Chicken Joe, Zee and the Kids wre my favs.
Technical-wise, I especially love the water animation, textures with the lighting effects. The water reactor and sand reactor rocks like the real thing as well.
The movie is definitely worth a watch for laughter and joy.
~~~~~
After the movie we went for our lunch, and then straight a way, a short yet decent chill-out at a nearby cafe, followed by shopping for stuff at Sim Lim Square.
And later shopping at Bugis Village once again. Before we started shopping, Zane had fun doing her rare session of manicure for fun.
After that, it was "hell break lose", shopping all around the places here and there. I also got a couple of T-shirts that finally fits me nicely.
Eventually, I was pretty tired as my lower back is kinda aching somewhat from a bad sleeping posture the night before perhaps. We ended our shopping trip with a small dinner at the Bugis Cafe, where I coincidentally bumped into Jiexin having her meal at another table.
What a day. And I really enjoy my day. Very happy =)
Friday, July 06, 2007
Thursday, July 05, 2007
What the..
Si ah June.. I will find something or someone to represent you de.
By the way, my lips wasn't suppose to be like that. My buck teeth came out so I digitally enhanced it to shut my lip, so it looks longer. Trying to cover the flaw but basket, came out another one and someone still made fun of it .V.
My Horoscope Advice for the Day
"Your relationships help change how you view yourself. The point of all that interaction is to let yourself try new things and, yes, sometimes fail. That's how we learn. Go easy on yourself. Spread out, breathe and grow."
More often, I learn from people's mistakes and I would avoid any possibilities of going through the same mistakes other people make. Maybe its true, interacting with others allow me to learn.
I wonder what the take easy on youself means. I already very slack. The more slack, the more fear!
Si ah June.. I will find something or someone to represent you de.
By the way, my lips wasn't suppose to be like that. My buck teeth came out so I digitally enhanced it to shut my lip, so it looks longer. Trying to cover the flaw but basket, came out another one and someone still made fun of it .V.
My Horoscope Advice for the Day
"Your relationships help change how you view yourself. The point of all that interaction is to let yourself try new things and, yes, sometimes fail. That's how we learn. Go easy on yourself. Spread out, breathe and grow."
More often, I learn from people's mistakes and I would avoid any possibilities of going through the same mistakes other people make. Maybe its true, interacting with others allow me to learn.
I wonder what the take easy on youself means. I already very slack. The more slack, the more fear!
No Inspiration = No Mood to Do Work
I finally got some real work to do and manage to clear them.
I really hope I done them well and so they wouldn't come back. But that is like "fat chance" cos' my bosses are either fickle-minded or simply think too much when I think its good enough. I don't like to draw legs on my snake picture you know. Spoil the effort.
Not only that, instead of completing the next bi-monthly issue, now I have another new project in hand. An annual, end-of-the-year publshing, Affluent's "Best of the Best" magazine which will be sold to the public at the year end.
But I think the critical thing now is to do the next issue's work because I seriously doubt everything can be done properly and perfect in time if they don't give me the contents to do now. I know they also need time to pass me those stuff but I'm seriously worried.
I hate to have a cramped working lifestyle, especially when it can be avoided.
In working with my bosses wise, my conclusion is that I feel they don't trust me a 100%. They always like to try. But as predicted, we always go and bang the wall which is invisible to them but not to me.
Experimenting is fine. But experimenting blindly is not fine.
~~~~~
And finally FRIEND is coming back to Singapore tomorrow! I have so much stories to share with her and more things to whine into her ears! (^.^)
I finally got some real work to do and manage to clear them.
I really hope I done them well and so they wouldn't come back. But that is like "fat chance" cos' my bosses are either fickle-minded or simply think too much when I think its good enough. I don't like to draw legs on my snake picture you know. Spoil the effort.
Not only that, instead of completing the next bi-monthly issue, now I have another new project in hand. An annual, end-of-the-year publshing, Affluent's "Best of the Best" magazine which will be sold to the public at the year end.
But I think the critical thing now is to do the next issue's work because I seriously doubt everything can be done properly and perfect in time if they don't give me the contents to do now. I know they also need time to pass me those stuff but I'm seriously worried.
I hate to have a cramped working lifestyle, especially when it can be avoided.
In working with my bosses wise, my conclusion is that I feel they don't trust me a 100%. They always like to try. But as predicted, we always go and bang the wall which is invisible to them but not to me.
Experimenting is fine. But experimenting blindly is not fine.
~~~~~
And finally FRIEND is coming back to Singapore tomorrow! I have so much stories to share with her and more things to whine into her ears! (^.^)
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
不能说的秘密
By 周杰伦 Jay Chow
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
By 周杰伦 Jay Chow
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
Monday, July 02, 2007
A Fun-Filled Weekend!
Ah~ What a weekend I had. Just managed to finally do some work today and finished it just now.
Now its time for me to blog the things happen over the busily fun-filled weekend. Lucky there's activities happening over the weekend, or else I would be bored during the night when FRIEND's not around to chat to me. Feel kinda weird without the existence of her voice sometimes.
~~~~~
Fun Sunday! I went out to the beach for some fun with my friends, Hong Yun, Chee Wee, Alvin, Shiling, Jiexin and Huiyan. Not to mention, Pomeranian pet dog, Xiao Wang, the shy lady dog. Late comers were Lishan and her boyfriend, Andy, who was new to her girl friends. We welcome the new face of course.
We had fun at the beaches just chilling and chatting our time thorugh while sun-tanning, swimming the salty sea waters, follow by a game of "monkey" and playing a bit of frisbee.
I managed to injure my knees with quite a bad scratch on the sand while trying to be a super, hyper-active monkey during that game, simply because I was just to good not being caught to become one. When it came to a small controversy whether I was caught being a monkey, I just willingly voluteers to be one. Ha..
Singing again. After we finished with our fun at the beach, we had dinner at Harbour Front Centre, while Lishan and Andy left our group. Hong Yun went to join his girlfriend for a while before rejoining us back later. Alvin and Xiao Wang left for a mahjong session with his friends.
After dinner, we all decided to go for a KTV session. And this is my third continuous KTV session for the third week running. I suddenly wonder what am I going to sing then. Hah..
Hong Yun and girlfriend Kelly joined us for our KTV session, and we all celebrated birthday for Hong Yun, which falls on the next day. We all were unprepared I guessed. No birthday presents, but what we gave was just pure joy to him.
And when I saw Hong Yun's birthday cake, I was surprised!
It was the same 20kg chocolate birthday cake I had just two week ago at Claudia's birthday party at her birthday KTV session!
But this time, I wouldn't have to eat 1/6 of it, luckily.
*Burp*
Everyone had so much fun that we were all pretty tired when we went home..
Glad to be tanned.
I hope I am "tau kua" no more. Hehehe..
~~~~~
Movie Saturday. During the day of my last Saturday was quite a "disaster" for me. I temporarily lost my Internet connection yet again. The thing I most feared is that my modem is down (cos' I'll have to waste money to buy a new one), or even worse, my house renovation has branched out into individual phone line sockets into different rooms in my house. I worried it affect the connection.
Though worried, I went out for the movie, Transformers, which totally rocks to the core, watching it with Hong Yun, his girlfriend Kelly, and Kelly's friend, Ken.
Going home after the movie was a sotong situation for me. I didn't really wanted to take cab hope as I think a night bus is good enough for me as I'm not very tired. But in the end, I somehow took a wrong bus to the east of Singapore.. And so I had to take ride from a cab home.. So much for saving money..
In the darkest of the nght, luckily for me, being an I.T. idiot, my best friend managed to provide me a sound trouble shooting solution to my internet connection problem. The solution is only about getting more microfilters for all the individual phone line socket.
*Phew* Or else I'll be bored without my internet over the weekend deep nights.
~~~~~
Clubbing Friday. Last Friday was a clubbing night for me.
After work, I went to have dinner with Kee Siong at Orchard area's Far East Plaza. We had a nice dinner at a noodle shop, which rocks but I forgot the shop name.
I've asked Kee Siong to join me to club with Alex and Janet. Kee Siong is an avid clubber himself, but never really get him to join my gang of clubbing kakis simply becos' I always forget about him due to the fact he doesn't know much of the rest of my kakis apart from Eddie and Alex, which we were all in the same military course during the army days. Another important factor is that its quite difficult for me to get my usual kakis to get out already, sometimes just to busy on that issue that I forget about him..
Ha.. Perhaps now I should include him now. I deem Eddie has "retired" due to his other commitments and I think Kee Siong, with the similar charcter, should replace Eddie. Ha..
Anyway, we were clubbing at MoS, which was back to the good old days of being packed with people (but not too packed). We were there also for the One-Half event, which I assumed is the celebration of MoS, one and a half anniversary, a marketing attempt to revive its business most probably. Anyway, it was happening still!
Janet and Alex were both late. So I had them to settle their own who would enter for the free entry. But judging by "first come firxt serve" basis and financial wisdom, Janet took to the buying of her own admission (but Alex shared half the price of her admission, of course).
The One Half event was cool and happening which made MoS very alive.
With my Cannery membership, we were able to enter the VIP areas at will. But we stayed at out of the VIP areas most of the time because there's a lot more space outside to dance.
When Smoove opened its doors, we went to our fav dance floor of course. Although we were not very high from our few pints of beer. We enjoyed ourselves dancing till... Alex suddenly left without saying anything other than sending an SMS to me, Janet worrying whole night about her favourite ring of some good memory and Kee Siong left us to join his other friends.
Though quite a spoiler but I had to stay with Xiao Mei Janet to look for her ring which is very important to her. Luckily, she found it thanks to some good luck and persistence to find her ring.
Ah~ What a weekend I had. Just managed to finally do some work today and finished it just now.
Now its time for me to blog the things happen over the busily fun-filled weekend. Lucky there's activities happening over the weekend, or else I would be bored during the night when FRIEND's not around to chat to me. Feel kinda weird without the existence of her voice sometimes.
~~~~~
Fun Sunday! I went out to the beach for some fun with my friends, Hong Yun, Chee Wee, Alvin, Shiling, Jiexin and Huiyan. Not to mention, Pomeranian pet dog, Xiao Wang, the shy lady dog. Late comers were Lishan and her boyfriend, Andy, who was new to her girl friends. We welcome the new face of course.
We had fun at the beaches just chilling and chatting our time thorugh while sun-tanning, swimming the salty sea waters, follow by a game of "monkey" and playing a bit of frisbee.
"Dead fishes" sun-tanning on the beach.
I managed to injure my knees with quite a bad scratch on the sand while trying to be a super, hyper-active monkey during that game, simply because I was just to good not being caught to become one. When it came to a small controversy whether I was caught being a monkey, I just willingly voluteers to be one. Ha..
Singing again. After we finished with our fun at the beach, we had dinner at Harbour Front Centre, while Lishan and Andy left our group. Hong Yun went to join his girlfriend for a while before rejoining us back later. Alvin and Xiao Wang left for a mahjong session with his friends.
After dinner, we all decided to go for a KTV session. And this is my third continuous KTV session for the third week running. I suddenly wonder what am I going to sing then. Hah..
Hong Yun and girlfriend Kelly joined us for our KTV session, and we all celebrated birthday for Hong Yun, which falls on the next day. We all were unprepared I guessed. No birthday presents, but what we gave was just pure joy to him.
And when I saw Hong Yun's birthday cake, I was surprised!
Same old birthday cake and the old birthday boy.
It was the same 20kg chocolate birthday cake I had just two week ago at Claudia's birthday party at her birthday KTV session!
But this time, I wouldn't have to eat 1/6 of it, luckily.
*Burp*
Everyone had so much fun that we were all pretty tired when we went home..
Glad to be tanned.
I hope I am "tau kua" no more. Hehehe..
~~~~~
Movie Saturday. During the day of my last Saturday was quite a "disaster" for me. I temporarily lost my Internet connection yet again. The thing I most feared is that my modem is down (cos' I'll have to waste money to buy a new one), or even worse, my house renovation has branched out into individual phone line sockets into different rooms in my house. I worried it affect the connection.
Though worried, I went out for the movie, Transformers, which totally rocks to the core, watching it with Hong Yun, his girlfriend Kelly, and Kelly's friend, Ken.
Going home after the movie was a sotong situation for me. I didn't really wanted to take cab hope as I think a night bus is good enough for me as I'm not very tired. But in the end, I somehow took a wrong bus to the east of Singapore.. And so I had to take ride from a cab home.. So much for saving money..
In the darkest of the nght, luckily for me, being an I.T. idiot, my best friend managed to provide me a sound trouble shooting solution to my internet connection problem. The solution is only about getting more microfilters for all the individual phone line socket.
*Phew* Or else I'll be bored without my internet over the weekend deep nights.
~~~~~
Clubbing Friday. Last Friday was a clubbing night for me.
Can you see what's HAPPENING?!
After work, I went to have dinner with Kee Siong at Orchard area's Far East Plaza. We had a nice dinner at a noodle shop, which rocks but I forgot the shop name.
I've asked Kee Siong to join me to club with Alex and Janet. Kee Siong is an avid clubber himself, but never really get him to join my gang of clubbing kakis simply becos' I always forget about him due to the fact he doesn't know much of the rest of my kakis apart from Eddie and Alex, which we were all in the same military course during the army days. Another important factor is that its quite difficult for me to get my usual kakis to get out already, sometimes just to busy on that issue that I forget about him..
Ha.. Perhaps now I should include him now. I deem Eddie has "retired" due to his other commitments and I think Kee Siong, with the similar charcter, should replace Eddie. Ha..
Anyway, we were clubbing at MoS, which was back to the good old days of being packed with people (but not too packed). We were there also for the One-Half event, which I assumed is the celebration of MoS, one and a half anniversary, a marketing attempt to revive its business most probably. Anyway, it was happening still!
Janet and Alex were both late. So I had them to settle their own who would enter for the free entry. But judging by "first come firxt serve" basis and financial wisdom, Janet took to the buying of her own admission (but Alex shared half the price of her admission, of course).
The One Half event was cool and happening which made MoS very alive.
With my Cannery membership, we were able to enter the VIP areas at will. But we stayed at out of the VIP areas most of the time because there's a lot more space outside to dance.
When Smoove opened its doors, we went to our fav dance floor of course. Although we were not very high from our few pints of beer. We enjoyed ourselves dancing till... Alex suddenly left without saying anything other than sending an SMS to me, Janet worrying whole night about her favourite ring of some good memory and Kee Siong left us to join his other friends.
Though quite a spoiler but I had to stay with Xiao Mei Janet to look for her ring which is very important to her. Luckily, she found it thanks to some good luck and persistence to find her ring.
