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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

最近... Recently...

最近 我 有点乱 有点慌...

你 最近 不 说话
怎麽了 为什麽
是不是有什麽 事让 你不快乐

听说你 最近很 孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能 够在你的身旁

你想要的 我却不能够 给你我全部
我能给的 却又不是你 想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次 我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释 这样的一切 都只是开始
我觉得是 所有的一切 早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的 情路

你 最近 不 说话
怎麽了 为什麽
是不是有什麽 事让 你不快乐

听说你 最近很 孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能 够在 你的 身旁

你想要的 我却不能够 给你我全部
我能给的 却又不是你 想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次 我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释 这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是 所有的一切 早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的 情路

爱 我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的 却又不是你 想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次 我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释 这样的一切 都只是开始
我觉得是 所有的一切 早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的 情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

Monday, August 28, 2006

Weigh Me Down!

I'm in pain today. But its a pain I'm prepared for after the AHM 21.1km Half-Marathon.

Like they said it, "No pain, no gain."

Having my nice rest of off-day today. But I got a surprise this morning after taking my weight on the weighing scale.

Instead of "gaining", I've lost something!

I am 46kg from my usual 49kg!

What the f**k?!

It certainly doesn't make sense if it was just caused by the half-marathon. Been eating well too.

Weird.

A definite good excuse to eat have more junkies today :P

Surf my ass off the Internet today. Got to see some really cool stuff and happenings.

Might wanna check out the recommendation links from my side bar.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Army Half-Marathon 2006!



"A Great Run for the shorties! (Shorties can really run!)" (With my current Platoon Commander, 2LT Hoi)



"A Wonderful Summary to my Life up till Now!"

That's what I can say for this year's AHM 2006! A great run for a great end of my NSF life too!

Imagine running through the streets of Singapore passing down every SINGLE places I had worked before as well as played.

Yes, every SINGLE place...

Its absolutely amazing!

From the places I've worked before (Bugis, Chinatown, Boat Quay, Bras Basah) to the places I've played (clubbing places like Clarke Quay MoS, MoMo and Zouk) and the places where I love to relax (East Coast Park, around Marina Bay area, Esplanades, Museams, historical sites and the many other parts of this great Singapore town).

That's what made me love this Singapore town so much!

(^o^)



"Argh!" (My 2IC officer in pain, 2LT Chua)





People...!





More people!





No rain can stop the passion for running!





Runner 3590's prized medal and Beroca pack.



Luckily I drank plenty of water, had my Milo and Beroca isotonic before the run and also other isotonic drinks along the run.

I NEVER STOP RUNNING all the way, cos' I felt like running!

I only slept two hours the night before the run and had to wake up early for it!

Lucky I didn't "peng sun".

It felt so good completing the run!

: ) Woohoo!

Sing Song Again!



People who love taking pictures.



Yupz. Went to sing song again with the same bunch of people I went to sing KTV last week for yesterday.

Kinda training my voice for the SuperStar reality singing competition. But its a maybe hor, I may be too busy next month!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

I Want to Work Like a Dog! Outside!

My sanity has finally calmed down. But the hunger is definitely still going wild.

Argh.

In life, there's so many things I want, but I'm still stuck in the cage (NSF). But beware the beast is wild and scary!

Can't wait to clear my leave, earn my arse off, buy a new compy!

My budget is constraint. Not enough to spend on any other things. Glad I'm in control of my finances, though the lack of fnancial freedom has made me home-bound.

Argh.



"I want to go out and work like a dog!!! See my shit on my top of my head?"
(Doggy is Ros' "Boy-boy")


Monday, August 21, 2006

God, Why I'm so Tired...?

Just came back from work...

But I really wonder why I'm so tired today apart from having only 4 hours of sleep and perhaps its the blazing heat of the weather...

I could almost fall asleep anywhere.

One of my man even got heat stroke and we had to get him to medical centre.

But obviously, I don't think my tiredness is due to physical conditions.

Think it is of mental.

The more I'm approaching to my clearing leave days, the more I am getting more impatient with my insatiable hunger to work in the society outside, make more money, to fulfill all those many, many things that I wanted on my agenda.

Its driving me nuts!

So nutty that my signatures in my nominal roll are screams to want that very freedom.

Signatures like, "Argh! I want to work outside!", "Get a better job!" and etc.

~~~~~

Anyway, I had a relaxing weekend. But it was filled with that same hunger though.

Saturday. I had KTV in the morning with Elvin's wushu alumni friends. It was quite fun and I did enjoy the session.

But the rest of the day was just by doing some window "see-see only" shopping for kicks and numbing myself through LAN gaming with my friends.

Vel flew my aeroplane to go out with me for an evening movie.

Sunday. I was bored and sianzzz... Cos' again, Vel flew my aeroplane for the postponed evening movie...

I was initially angry. But my anger never lasts. I manage to probe why she's so busy recently... Well, love is blind, so I forgave here anyway.

Anwyay, I manged to get Elvin out again.

Asked him out to accompany me chit-chat and do some window shopping.

Went to CityLink Mall's Optical 88 to get my 6 months of contact lenses.

Why go all the way there to get contact lenses?

So I could get some monthly lucky draw chances for IPOD nano loh :P

We went to have dinner as Marina Square's yummy big-sized junkie Carl's Jr.

We managed to spot former Indon President Megawati doing shopping heading for the Puma store. She wasn't taken much noticed by other shoppers except us. We confirmed it was her as she had tall body guards with her.

After that, Elvin and I went to the Esplanades to take some pics. And then went to Raffles City to window shop.

A cute, small wagging tail, rocking horsey caught my eye at a gift shop. I will want it to be in my room!

Perhaps I could rock my future nephews or nieces with it too!

Friday, August 18, 2006

"Home~ Home on the Range..."

I took some pictures of my place of work for my last days...

The Nee Soon open ranges. 500 metres long of plain grassy flat land.

Its very rare for most soldiers to use open ranges.



I'm sure going to miss this sight...



I'm going to miss the shooters, the bunch of monkeys, bloody blood sucking insects, the blazing heat and the occasional nice breeze there~



My paper work and tools for my last few months being an appointed ammo-in-charge and platoon sergeant.





My ammo point working table and the cannot-be-trusted rover vehicle (far).





The nicey greeneries and the reservoir waters I always pass by...



I even got an appropriate song for my range:

"Home~ home on the range~
Where the monkeys, and the shooters will play~
When often is heard, 'Damn, today's so hot~!'
Let's hope the skies are more cloudy or rain~!"


Lol.

But I'm never going to go back to this kind of life though, I'm looking forward for my freedom

: )

Smooth Week!

Well, its Friday again, was given a half-day off after my special escort duty of rounds or machine gun rounds or bullets from Switzerland with "Uncle", my deputy manger who is a civilian excutive officer.

I had also ran 6km in the morning. I was flattered when some of the officers compliment that my calves are nice and fit-looking.

I humblely accepted it but I stated that they are nice because I use them too often.

I'll suffer if I don't start running along with my upper torso and buttocks muscles too!

I want them to be fit-looking too :p

Anyway, this weekdays working at range as usual, but basically everyday has only half-day of work at range.

The rest of the half-day were back to the camp to slack and play, play, play!

These days were certainly very relaxed.

Not even any shit happenings spoil my mood. They gave me a great laugh though (^o^)

On one particular morning, the medic and the driver was both late for my usual ammo withdrawing. The medical centre thought there's no range. The original driver reported sick outside. The replacement driver came late as h was suppose to be on his off-day and had to come from his home.

The poor driver even got a $70 fine coming to camp (not for speeding though).

When all my men were there, the rover vehicle couldn't start. The worst thing is that the driver supervisor was not in camp. Luckily, some senior vehicle technicians just happen to drive their rover by the side of our rover and manage to remedy our vehicle.

He suggested us to re-fuel our rover before moving out before it breaks down again.

And we did, but the rover gave us further at the petrol station. The driver's door could not be closed. My understudy specialist had to hold the door close for him while we travel to the ammo dump.

When we reach the ammo dump, it my door's turn, it could not be opened till I seriously gave it a hard knock.

I was one and a half hours late for the range that day.

Lol!

What a day that was. Lucky no bother was too concern over the range shoot being start late.

Heh...

Monday, August 14, 2006

Lovely Super Long~ Weekend :)

I have so much to tell about this great, super long weekend I had.



How long? Five days of break!

Lady's luck seems to be smiling at me for many, many things.

Life is getting better, I feel.

So many things happened and so many things I did this lovely weekend.

But maybe I'll just keep this blog post as one of the shortest, as I know that the best things I keep will always in my heart.

Perhaps an excuse to spare myself from blogging too much as I'm still tired after so much enjoyment over the weekend... Keke...

I have two more work-weeks to my days of clearing leave for ORD... Yeh~!

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Good Things Rollin'!

Well, well, well! Didn't expect good things seem to be coming back all to me starting from this Tuesday.

I had receive some good news last night from my officer that I could take off the next two days! *Woo hoo!*

(But of course, I hope there isn't any mysterious "trade-offs" for worse things to come after that!)

Won some money winnings from mahjong as much as $35!

So these money became my shopping fund for my THREE newly bought music albums.

They are Pharrell -In My Mind (Hip-Hop album), Lisa Ono - Bossa Americana (Bossa Nova album)and Dashboard Confessional - Dusk and Summer (Emo Rock album).







AND ALL ARE VERY NICE!



If I start the reviews about them, it'll be very loooooooooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggggg.

: )

Yeh. Got spare time to work on my CD cover design and also go shopping in town le.

: P

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Yupz. Today is National Day, Singapore's 41st Birthday! I wish all Singaporeans can reach their dreams!

Just finished watching the NDP Live a few hours ago. Not a bad show, but also got very obvious hiccups in the show

Still I thank for all the staff and performers who brought us a nice NDP 2006!

: )

~~~~~

As for yesterday, I went to watch fireworks with Junlong, Thomas, Michelle, Wanling and Soon Wei.

We were suppose to have some nicey drinking session at the bar in Swissotel Singapore, where Michelle worked part-time.

But it seems that she almost came to some unhappy incident and almost got to quarrel with her manager for coming back to a bar as a customer than a staff...

Anyway, to prevent any further complications between her manger and her, we all decided to just have some desserts and drinks at the Cafe Cartel beside the bar.



Strawberry Bonanza ~ I had 4 scoops of strawberry and vanille ice cream *BURP!*



The location wasn't the best viewing place to look at the fireworks.

I got to walk further down to a traffic junction crossing in order to get a better glimpse and take pictures on it.

Too bad my digital camera lacks stabilizing feature. Most pics I took were "shaky".



But still I got some pretty good shot : )



Oh. I also managed to cop THREE new music albums of Hip-Hop, Bossa Nova and Emo Rock genres from HMV at CityLink Mall, before we all went to Bukit Timah for an Al-Ameen supper.

Will update a review for the albums next time : )

Monday, August 07, 2006

Struggle against all Odds for one Passionate Hug...

I'm feeling so ill and feverish today... My illness went downhill after I woke up this morning.

As my home thermometer is spoiled reading at a crazy low 34 degrees when I feel feverish.

I decided to go to camp instead, which is a decision made wrong... I should have reported sick outside...

My officers didn't allow me to report sick cos' I'm the only person to be able to do my duty appointment as the range's ammo-in-charge.

Initially I felt angry... But becos' I was feeling so unwell, that I couldn't bother to be angry anymore but I just focus on completing my duty works as well as taking rests and naps at the range...

It was quite unbearable with the day's heat while trying to take a nap and being occasionaly awaken to do my ammo distribution... Even though the day's heat helps me to sweat and keeps my fever down, its just killing me as well...

(X.x)'

And there are blood-sucking bugs trying to attack me while I sleep.



And one got my middle finger bitten and made it really swollen and itchy... There's even blood spurt when I first started to scratch it. *Yucks!*

So I gave up sleeping and sat down to work on a design competition project lately...

I finally finished drawing the passionate hug...



X )

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Sickly Weekend!

Not much improvement to my weekend blues. Still damn boring.

Went to Changi Airport to escort some weapons yesterday at Terminal 1 before going to Terminal 2 to say my bye-byes to Shiling and friends, along with uncle-looking Chee Wee who will miss his girlfriend Shiling for 8 days.



Escort vehicle at Terminal 1 Changi Airport.



Quite happening, as I am wearing my smart uniform in airport. Feel a bit different in some sense.

I was suppose to have my weekend burnt but it was until yesterday I was told that I wasn't needed for the Sunday's job.

Good. Now my weekend wasn't burnt and I should be glad about it, as I wasn't going to be paid extra money for my weekend burn unlike others.

But then... my weekend wasn't planned, yett nether-the-less, I've fallen ill again...

I'm coughing, sneezing, dry throat, sore throat, infection, slight fever, feeling heaty...

My physical body feel so bloody tired...

I went to bed from 4pm till 12am plus yesterday, woke up, then went to sleep at 4am till 9.30am this morning...

Screwed up...

Being much awake and perky, I didn't want to stay at home watching the stupid telly the whole day as I couldn't use my home PC...

So I went to Ros' house to play mahjong with Rosalind, Chee Wee and Annie.

I didn't win much, only 60 cents.

I feel so unsatisfied...

Shit.

Where's my fun?! (x.X)!

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Music Therapy ~ to Spur-up my Life!

Ah ha! Finally got to buy a nice piece of music album to spur up my life!



F.I.R ~ A band of love and hope!



After waiting for about a year plus, finally F.I.R's new album, Flight Tribe, is in my hands!

Love their songs. Their music filled with love and hope, it never failed to spurs me on.

This album seems to have more songs related to that of the broken hearted. But I still like them, as this kind of songs is also one of their trademark works.

~~~~~

Recent days have been less than perfect and also happiness dwindling down...

Cos' things related to work seems to be hitting me like sudden waves crashing while I was hoping for a smooth sail towards my days when I took leave towards my ORD.

Well, since I'm in the middle of the ocean, why not I ask the world to bring it on?

Maybe the waves will bring some fish onto my deck :P

I better hold on the faith and be patient.