Saturday, September 30, 2006

Hostel Life @ Home.

Something is telling I'm somewhat like living a boring NTU undergrad's life in campus hostel... like my cousin. But the difference is I'm stuck at home... with no social life.

At least undergrad meet other undergrad.

With limited personal financial budget, going out is a luxury.

Stuck with my personal compy, doing my freelance work where the money will come later in October (when I needed money now!), chatting online with friends and playing sickening games which I won so many times.

So having a personal compy can be a curse.

And my sanity is going to the brink. My jokes get more and more lame.

Anyway, any least I do have some online friends to crap with online.

Imagine my friend online is motivating me to exercise this lazy rainy morning through dancing.

Weird way to communicate socially. But quite exciting in a certain sense.

But I rather go out. Argh.

Friday, September 29, 2006

Slogging @ Home!

Been slogging at home for the past few days looking for jobs and kept on doing multiple versions of my portfolio.

First, its Word document portfolio, then webby portfolio , then PDF document and then back to webby portfolio.

I thought the Word document was not "professional", so I decided to do a PDF version half-way when I was doing my webby one. I gave priority to the PDF cos' I need it for sending. As for the webby one, I didn't had a server yet, so I decided to take time with it.

Anyway, the PDF version took me a whole day and I had to re-do it because the original created, its file size was just too big...

But manage to finish it and the webby portfolio just now.

Feel so tired. Had been doing housekeeping as well. No time for my other stuff on my agenda...

*To miss you in the songs you gave me...* is not needed any more

: )

Thursday, September 28, 2006

By 五月天 MayDay


Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Can't Stop that Feeling...

Its been days, since I left my last battle ground.

Slacking at home is the current option I have but I hope I can tahan and keep my sanity.

I never like slacking at home too much. Its like in some bird cage.

But I have got to control my personal finance, cos' for short-term I'm cash-strapped.

Strange, I know I have around 1k plus of money, but its all with my debtors of both government and private sectors (SAF, PAP and ShowTec).

I'm going to be a debt-chaser.

Anyway, that doesn't mean I'm really free I'm home either.

Been sorting out my computer stuff, housekeeping my room, working out, creating my shoes and character, doing my portfolio, looking for jobs online and offline, and also doing other crap stuff.

All these I hope, could "hide" that feeling of missing...

*To miss you in the songs you gave me...*

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Almost Quitting!

"Damn those idiots!" That's what I have to say about what happened today.

Went to work in the morning, reach my working place and started working but in the end my friend and I kanna scolding dunno for what?!

We're preparing the final touches of setting up the room when the ass came into the room asking what are we doing in the room.

"We're trying get another wireless and then setup in this room.", I replied.

Then after, all I got was scolding from that "appointed supervisor" whom I never seen for any of my past 8 working days. He wasn't our immediate supervisor, and he didn't teach or guide us anything useful for my course of work.

When I tried to explain why and what we're doing in the room as our immediate supervisor, our floor manager, was not around (that's why my friend and I were setting what missing in the room). That ass said, "Wait stop. You're now the supervisor or I am the supervisor? I am your SI supervisor, okay?!"

But still surprisingly, I remained calm, raised my hand, "Can you let me explain?"

And then I was allowed to explain what we were doing.

But then he said, "Why you're doing all this?! I am settling all this for you already! When you're not around, I went through all the rooms and checked what's missing and I know what not there! And this room only need one mike! I am in the management. Are you in the management?"

Obviously, he thought my friend and I were doing nothing in the room and was trying to cover up for slacking.

He didn't trust us.

And you know what?

There was a missing wireless microphone in that room. When I finally got back to the room again. I saw TWO wireless mikes setuped.

So who's in the wrong?


After that I wanted to quit.

I want to quit not becos' of the incident.

I wanted to quit becos' I had enough of the company's horrible management and working systems.

And I was bent on quitting for the whole day, planning today to be my last day. I had lots of reasons to quit in my mind.

But as my friend said that he didn't wanted to quit (becos' he was not the one getting the direct scolding when I being scolded, he was out of the room to get some stuff. He only returned after the whole incident was relatively over. But he got his name in the scolding anyway.), I change my decision and decided to stay on and bear with it for two more days.

My friends are the reasons I stayed on.

As I know my workplace was understaffed, I don't eant my friends who stayed on and work to be affected my implusive resignation.

I don't think its good or fair to them too.

So I decided to stay.

No point going against making more money which I needed either.

And no point letting a bunch of imbeciles ruined my money-making plans.

F**kline & Online.

"Bloody hell!" That's all I wanna say about my bloody job.

Its a painful job that I whine, complain, curse more about. But sadly, I couldn't say more now as I'm already in pain of not having enough sleep.

I'm showing signs of aging around my eyes...

I hate SIONG-TEC! (Original name is ShowTec)

The only good news of the day?

I got my Internet up and running.

My first blog from my new compy.

Haiz... Gotta sleep. Gotta face my bloody job tomorrow.

Friday, September 15, 2006


My temporary job at the IMF World Bank Meetings in Suntec City is starting to get real pain in the ass...

I'm still in the mood for working, but its absolutely tough and cursing working under a company that sucks big time.

More SHIT to be updated.

No time to rest more or play...

Thursday, September 07, 2006


Fragile, that's how any love relationships are.

In man and woman relationship, its even so.

People break-up because of mainly two things;

men who are unfaithful to their women and lack of attention to a woman's needs,

and women who are just too unfathomable and shown too much distrust for a man.

I came out with this conclusion from what I saw in my world.

Quite sad.

Maybe we all need to more naive and be true to every person.


Damn. Feelin' floaty this morning. Not exactly a painful hangover.

Went to club last night at Zouk with Eddie, Chee Keong and Alex.

All had fun, especially Eddie, who got to flirt and send a stranger girl home...

Not envy with that. The reason why I'll explain in my next blog post.

Wasn't part of the plan to drink so much one till when I was with the two men of Eddie, who were kind enough to share their one bottle of Absolut Vanilla together.

I was planning to go there chill one...

Cos' I wasn't happy when the previous, previous night before, Thomas, Andrew and Chee Wee were bloody late for an hour, when its they who asked me out to cafe chill at Holland Village.

Absolute mood spoiler that was. I didn't really show unhappiness.

But this really shows how some of my friends took me for granted.


Anyway, for the past few days, I've either been staying at home as a homemaker, or just heading out to town to check things out.

Its cool checking out the colours of the outside world.

Got the latest IdN magazine for design referencing and bought some chocolates to indulge at home or give it as departing gifts to my colleagues in camp cos' I'm ORDying.

Couldn't find Royce choc in any market places leh... Must be seeing way too many things on the shopping shelves...

I'm going to start a new project artwork design soon : )

Got all the materials I needed for now.

Imagine, arts + design + media + commericalism all into one.

I feel so excited!

Lovely idea : )

Monday, September 04, 2006

"The Secret's In The Telling"
by Dashboard Confessional

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Our act of defiance
We keep this secret in our blood
No paper or letters
We pass just close enough to touch
We love in secret names
We hide within our veins
The things that keep us bound to one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

Until the last resilient hope
Is frozen deep inside my bones
And this broken fate has claimed me
And my memories for its own
Your name is pounding through my veins
Can't you hear how it is sung?
And I can taste you in my mouth
Before the words escape my lungs
And I'll whisper only once...

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we have to
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

'Cause you will be somebody's girl
And you will keep each other warm
But tonight I am feeling cold

Friday, September 01, 2006

最近 有点冷...

Recently its been raining, feeling cold.

The weather has been really nice even though its been raining.

Nature has created some wonders for me to see yesterday.

The morning mists: A common sight for me, but I always appreciate it.

I went out to COMEX 2006 yesterday at Expo with Elvin to get my new compy desktop.

Before that, we went to a holidays organiser in Chinatown to settle his family's holidays which is within the first week of September.

(Why is everyone having overseas holidays recently except me? I must work that out myself. Argh.)

Anyway, after that, we went to Far East Square to hunt for some nice lunch.

But we discovered more; cloud mists among "mountains of the Singapore Town".

: )

Mists among the highest three in Singapore.

Working "up" there should be really shiok...

In end, we decided to have some hot, piping Popular Hock Lam Street Beef Kway Teow.

*Yum yum!*

And yeh, I got my new HP Compaq high performance desktop compy! Will update when it comes!